I didn't feel any emotion?
I knew exactly what my future held?
I could make a decision and not second guess myself?
I wasn't afraid of being vulnerable?
I always assumed the best in people?
It's a vicious game I play with myself. I hate that I do it. I'm happy. I promise I really am. It's just that sometimes I get sucked in, and it takes a while to work my way out of it.
I just want to be my best.